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This was my mastermind plan in 2020 to leave my parents house and family behind but ended up with option b
I had this big plans to convince my mom to help me get my driver’s license so I can Go out of the radar and leave that infestated house that had severe bed bug problem for years that hasn’t been fixed for years. I’ve been struggling just sleep the past few days due to the infestation.
I had severe ischiness from the bed bug bites and so I.
Convinced my mom to help me get my license. After months of behind the wheel when I had my permit.
I got my license on Friday the 13th on March 13th of 2020 at age 25. I tried to apply for UPS to get a job to save enough money to buy said car without my parents noticing When I’m about to buy a car.
My mother was antagonizing me and was calling me a welfare boy because I was going to be working at UPS. And wasn’t encouraging me to get a job or be independent. My mother keeps making excuses that She never said that to me. But she did. She always Make the excuse to play as the victim.
I’ve then got so stressed out doing mock interviews on YouTube on my computer in the bedroom. Something snapped in me like a calling card where I heard too much of this murder TV going off 24h a day with Hardly no sleep for the day.
I then texted brother-in-law Chad to prevent me from going rage mode at my mom. To stay at my sister house for a while so I can sleep peacefully. Then my sister gave me cbc pen and then Chad accidentally gave me a bite of a pot brownie for me to help calm down. Once I took that first bite it did the opposite and made it worse I was having a severe panic attack and had too much THC in my system starting to have severe paranoia. I’m normally don’t do substances at all.
And I tried to take a bath at my sister place but there wasn’t any bath plug when I check my heart rate on my phone It was at 147bpm and then my sister said your fine. I rested a bit in bed in the basement after that I gone up stairs to sleep on the couch then i turn off my nephew Cyrus Xbox so I didn’t have to hear it but I woke up Chad that late night at 5am I was going to end myself and needed to go to the hospital help me fix my sleep issues. I wasn’t really going to harm myself I just needed some sleep for God shake.
Then I realized I was hospitalized for a week at Mercy health in Rockford for a week then stay at my brother’s house for a week and for some reason I was so mad at my sister to sending me at that nut house.
She got so mad she ended up calling the paramedics for a wellness check. I ended up in northeastern medical for two or three weeks.
I talked to the social worker and she said the best option for you now is go to long term care to get on the bridge subsidy program to get case management support to help you live independence once again. She said it normally takes 6 months to a year. But people can stay even longer. But they do have moving on program in place like bridge subsidy to get your own apartment and case management team to take care of you, they help you get employment and everything. So I took the option b plan and stay at it. None of my brothers or sister wanted me to stay at their places so I would have been homeless couldn’t figure out how to live on my own for the first time. And I needed the support on how to live on the street After 16 months I got my apartment. During October 21st of 2021 was in there June 1st of 2020.
